Week 12: Boy, I got Lazy

It's been a month since my last update. I'm sitting at the Pittsburgh airport after having visited my wonderful cousin Lauren in Youngstown, Ohio, and visiting the news station that she works at and learning all about her incredible job.

Eating I'm mostly fallen off. I'm on Spring Break, though, so I think I have a chance to evaluate how I'm doing and either fix this, or give up until the summer when I can focus my energy on this again. I won't say I've had motivation again, because every time I say that, I lose it a day later. But the weather is improving, so maybe I'll be motivated to go outside.

Anyways, boarding is starting. Until next week.

Week 9, Gone but not out

Weight ?

Still heavy, still tired and still trying to do my thing. I realized today that I do to much shit. I do so much that I cant focus on my health, which is pretty hard.

But Alas, I am ok. Still strong and still trying to do my thing. I have been eating a little but to much. My goal this week is to watch what I eat and try and do portion control... Hopefully it will work out this time. I fricken love food! I LOVE IT!!! I still dont get it. I still dont have the mind mentaility to lose weight, I am trying no doubt about that. But its its still pretty heavey...

On another note I was in Reno last week and could not do a post. But I ate pretty damn well...not to much and I walked FRICKEN EVERYWHERE!!! YAY!!! So, maybe I should take that into consideration....walking more? I think SO!!!

Jordan I am so sorry for being behind. I am still in this with all my heart, but I am also Struggling to do my thing... I am in the game and I need to call you soon!

Mario is still in and NOT OUT!!! lets get to work :)